it tears me away 

from what I’m thinking
It kills me to wonder
how you’re feeling
when I see those tears
that can break a thousand hearts
it pierces me
like a spear to the gut
please let them go
hurry up though
so my tears don’t flow
a little selfish I know
but it truly affects me more than you know
I try to keep calm
I won’t look in weak in front of you 
I won’t join you
I will do everything I can to help you
Embrace you, talk to you
even write for you
try to make you smile
I’ll do everything for you
please don’t cry anymore