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It’s a Wrap

I keep looking back

wanting to be there again

yet I’m off pretending..

not to care

How I wish we were in bed

head on my chest as I stroke your hair

Guess I’m just not that strong

I still care 

But I can’t reach you anymore

Love doesn’t live there 

Instead I must shout to the world

that I don’t care and won’t ever look back

Director of my own life

it’s a wrap when I see you walk past

hand in hand with another

it’s then that I realize

I could do so much better 

without you by my side pulling me away from who I truly am

I pity him as we’ll have to wait and see

how you wreak his heart into two

Just glad it’s not me

I am free..I am free

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I Am 

Too lost to die

too cold to lie

too emotional to cry

breaking from the inside

lost my voice

haunted by every choice 

Age 

Death comes quicker to me than most

cursing life to find a new host

I’m afraid to go

I hide from it, wrapping myself tighly in blankets

afraid to face it, to even notice it

is a sin to my mind

my body goes, I’m ready for war

The ultimate answer for death jolts me to truly live

at any time of day

So I will live how I like

to die anytime with a fufilled life 

Goodbye My Friend

There isn’t anything here anymore

Sorry, my friend

but I don’t care anymore

wish you all the happiness in the world

but the bridge connecting us

forever burns

Our goodbye doesn’t make me shake with agony

Wouldn’t be a lie

to say I’m happy

it’s goodbye

Window 

Staring out of my window

I see you
and I wonder
if you have a heart of gold
like they say you do
is the red light on tonight?
is your name Roxanne?
I only with you’ll have a 
rest
since I always see you
stand
tempting every man
to take you away
not to a faraway place
just to a place no one can see
I wonder if you can see me
staring at you
through this thin window
is fancy your name?
or is it something like Cherry?
or plainly simple like Mary

Miss in the red dress
how did you get here?
what wrong turn got
you leaning on a street pole
don’t your feet hurt wearing
those plastic stilettos
I know what you are
but I won’t say it out loud
for I still see you as a woman
no matter your occupation
your face smiles 
but your eyes scream you need saving
I’m sorry that I’m too young lady
to this world I’m still a baby
I can’t help you nor save you
I only can dream of saving
you
I just want to tell you
your on my mind
I think about you when they turn the red light on
and I hear Roxanne’s song

I bid thee a goodbye
miss lady of the night
I wave goodbye
as I lean my head
on this thin glass window
as the red light turns green
and this world disappears from sight
goodnight

Love Blind (Aimless Search)

Why can’t I find love

why can’t it find me
It’s driving me to tears
I’m dying alone,
I’m living my worst fear
Am I love blind?
and Can’t see it
even if its right next to me
I doubt it
Oh I so need it
I’m dying without it
I’m like a junkie coming off a high
wondering what went wrong with his life
while aimlessly looking for his next fix
while being dreamed of being fixed
why can’t anyone love me?
I’m tired of playing hide and seek
Cupid please find me
send an arrow through my heart
give me a spark
and never let it fade away
As it is now I can’t stay
my soul is crumbling
this experience is numbing
When is love coming?
Am I a fool to believe
that I’m love blind
and I’ll never see love
I’ve had enough
I’m dying today
don’t get in my way
I’m not safe
right now

Back to You

It makes no sense that you’re here

wishing me luck
when you were the one who said
you didn’t give a fuck
so what the hell are you doing?
Are you trying to confuse me?
Are you trying to get me back?
you hinder me
with your lips of an Angel
Always thought your love was a fable
but here we are across each other at our table
I’m wondering why you’re here?
Why are you showing me care?
when we were together you didn’t seem to mind
or pay attention to me
we were together yet I was so lonely
now I’m with her
and you finally notice me
Sure I don’t love her like I love you
I don’t feel for her
Like I do for you
but she never makes me feel lonely
what am I suppose to do?
I’m still in love with you
I don’t want to hurt her
but I will have to
I’ll go back to you
only if you get on your knees
and be me to
tell me why you want me
to come back to you

Married to Darkness

(Written a while ago)

Woman of the dark

I honor you with my heart
I swear to you 
It’s till death never does us part

Woman of the dark
please accept this lowly heart
I beseech you to love me
as I love you

Woman of the dark
I am not afraid of you
though I fear that you won’t love me
will you embrace me?

Woman of the dark
What do you say?
Will you accept an happy yet dark matrimony?
and engulf this world with the darkness

Will You Promise Me?

If I died today

would you promise me
to find love again?
Someone who can be 
with you forever
Someone healthy
who can’t leave you early
will you promise me
when I die
find a better man to love
I hope you find him
because I can’t be with you
despite how I feel about you
Life’s too cruel
what’s there to do
when I’m gone
and you’re alone
I just wanted to see you happy
so when I die
find someone that can make
you happy
promise me you’ll forget me
let me fade away in peace
I want to thank you
for giving me true love
let me go babe
I am a ghost in the making
so when I’m spirited away
promise me you won’t
let our memories get in the way
of your new love
promise me you will find love again
when I die

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